Your heart to my hand
you came in right when i started to stand
I’ve been on the cold, hard ground for so long
Yet, here you are
Despite the fact that you’re so far
in the night, I noticed you were the brightest star
and you know you are
i try to hide
but again, there you are
The light in you won’t let me go too far
How can this be?
Is this true thing called you know what, really happening to me?
Wanted to find reasons for you to let me be
but im chain free and i still didn’t start running
i had a plan to do this thing called life with just me
and then unexpectedly and so suddenly you appeared to me
I knew you were special from the beginning
Painful scars i shared with you
You kissed them all and shared yours too
Everyone thinks i’ve lost my mind
Because how does shit like this happen in such a short amount of time?
But when you know, you know
And you, I instantly knew were mine
I still have plans of my own
And i don’t know what the future will hold
But if you wanna make God laugh, tell him your plans, so I’ve been told
You’re everything I’ve always wished for in a man
Didn’t know that it would be after I met you, that life would have truly began
You know everything and you still chose to stay
And for once, I did not want to push a man away
You are my best friend, my mind reader, my eating buddy, my protector, my twin flame, my soul mate
I know without a shadow of doubt that I wouldn’t have it any other way
You asked me, if i could go back in my past, would I change anything?
originally i said I’d change everything
But after getting to know you more and more everyday, my answer to your question has drastically changed
Because you see, i realized, that if everything had been perfect and flawless, I wouldn’t have appreciated you like i do
It’s like you’ve been drowning for so long in water, and then somehow youre finally able to get your head above the water and you take that first breath of fresh air
There is nothing like that feeling
You are my first breath of fresh air
Had i never experienced drowning, i wouldn’t have ever even known what a breath of fresh air felt like
And i would have never been able to recognize that you gave me life that i didn’t have before
So i just want to say thank you and just know there will be more things in our future for me to thank you for
But this little piece of you that i got to have for myself has got me wanting more and more
and i know you are the one for me, and that i am 100% sure
Thank you for being who you are, and for not letting anything, not even the distance keep you from breaking down my sealed, hidden, locked door
You don’t get scared away easily and i put you through so many tests
I’m so glad you passed them all with flying colors
Some people die without ever even feeling a drop of what you and I have together
We make eachother better and i want to keep what we have going even when were gray and old
All of this i say to you and only you, My Vance Peter Toledo.
❤️